Random Thoughts By A Random Person

You know I try not to think about the immigration situation but everywhere you go you see it. I mean there is not one kitchen that does not have a Mexican in it, at least it seems like it to me. My family were immigrants my father came to the U.S looking for a better future for his family, and after so many years he questions if he made the right choice. I mean my father had lots of land in Mexico land that was passed down to him by my grandfather, he built my mother a house which they still own. Why did he decide to come to the U.S and bring all of us here? Well because I think he knew that there really was no future for us in Mexico. I am truly grateful to him for making the decision he did, I feel he was not thinking about himself but more about us, I mean really what would we do there? Get out of high school and get married? Uggh no thanks! I don't think many people understand why Mexicans or any immigrant for that matter want to come to the U.S.A. well mainly because its the l...

My dear friend made a very good post today on her blog lonely lesbian and well this speaks to not only a homosexual relationship but also applies for heterosexual relationships also. I mean when your looking for that someone to be able to spend the rest of your life with what is it that your looking for? Are they beautiful? Are they good in bed? Do they know how to cook? There are soo many things that can help us in determining "The One" but I think you when your asking yourself these questions your should throw this one out there too. If the looks, sex, cooking is no more will I still want to be with this person? FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE? Yea, cause the look change, the sex yes it changes and the cooking well normally I think if your a good cooker that doesn't change but you shouldn't commit cause of that lol. Anyway get my point? Once those superficial things are gone, will the love still be there? Will you still want to be with that person for the rest of your li...

I seemed to have a hard time focusing today. To many thoughts in my head. It's like I want to do soo much but can't find the time to do it. OH yea and on top of wanting to do so much, I want to have time to play too. Yea I know I'm dreaming. OH yes and speaking of focusing, Naz Naz Naz lol. Girly you need to stay off those meds during work hrs, cause next time I think your head is going to hit the table chica. Sorry that was just another one of my random thoughts. I feel so distracted by everything, maybe this is how it feels to have ADD. I can't post anything else, its going to keep getting worse and worse, I think I will end it now. :-) I'm gonna make a note to myself to ask Sumer for that Acai Energy pill, she said it helps focus, I wonder if it works. I'll let you all know after tomorrow. Goodnight!

I look at myself in the mirror as I am approaching my 34th birthday, I look at my hair and cannot believe all the white hairs I have!! But the funny thing is I don't feel old at all. I honestly feel very young at heart. Yes my body might say otherwise but my heart and soul still feel young. I still love all the things I did when I was younger. I love to dance! I love to hang out with my friends! Course I don't do these things as often as I would like since our lives do change and so do our priorities. I mean now I have 2 beautiful children I have to tend to and a husband who is like my 3rd child. :-) And I love them all very much and well THEY are my life now. But I think its important to remember who we are and to remember the things WE enjoy, cause I believe when you start forgetting the things that make you smile and laugh well that's when you begin to see yourself age. I can understand however how it can be hard to keep smiling and begin to feel sad about aging. I mean ...