Gray Hairs

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I look at myself in the mirror as I am approaching my 34th birthday, I look at my hair and cannot believe all the white hairs I have!! But the funny thing is I don't feel old at all. I honestly feel very young at heart. Yes my body might say otherwise but my heart and soul still feel young. I still love all the things I did when I was younger. I love to dance! I love to hang out with my friends! Course I don't do these things as often as I would like since our lives do change and so do our priorities. I mean now I have 2 beautiful children I have to tend to and a husband who is like my 3rd child. :-) And I love them all very much and well THEY are my life now. But I think its important to remember who we are and to remember the things WE enjoy, cause I believe when you start forgetting the things that make you smile and laugh well that's when you begin to see yourself age. I can understand however how it can be hard to keep smiling and begin to feel sad about aging. I mean geez everywhere you look you see all of these beautiful young girls with their skinny little bodies, no stretch marks from having babies, flat bellies and well its hard to not think that your husband is checking them out or worse comparing you ugghh! *bad thought* oook soo.. Gotta keep thinking positive thoughts and well it also takes some sacrificing on your part too, I mean I try and stay active to try and keep them pounds off and well stay in as much shape as I can with the little time I do have for myself. But the most important thing I think time has taught me is to never ever compare yourself with anyone else! I had my time, I enjoyed it and I would not change a thing about it. If I sat and thought and compared my body with these young woman, I would be the most depressed old raggedy woman there exist! So I just have to remember that I have been there done that and now I am who I am and have a wonderful husband who loves me for me and not my body! (that's for sure) And yes I'm getting older but I am also getting wiser. :-)

And yes my post will most likely be this random and all over the place, so if you plan on following get use to the roller coaster of a little bit of everything and nothing at the same time. Hasta Luego!

Oh yea I'm debating, should I color my hair to cover my greys? or should I let nature takes it's course?

p.s.s oh yea and if my 2 copy friends are reading this they are probably having a heart attach right now! Witting is not my strongest points. lol

Comments

  1. NicholeFebruary 15, 2009 at 7:48 PM

    You're older, wiser and still very beautiful, chica. Can't wait to read more from you!

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  2. AnonymousFebruary 17, 2009 at 6:41 PM

    Keep up the blogging. I hate to admit it, but you are a cool person.

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  3. MarisolFebruary 17, 2009 at 7:16 PM

    Why thank you! I think your cool yourself!

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